The two couples whom allowed me to hang out with them were such a delight; for the night of revelry meant for you and I.
I gave them each a bit of my soul reserved for you. There was no ill-will set up to disregard you. Just a kindly gesture meant to say, “thank you for sharing a bit of your souls with me”.
There is much resentment that you have reserved for me because I’d dare to go out and have an adventure; a wonderful wonder. Your icy coldness does not trump my wonderful wonder therefore my sadness is caught up in your missing a chance to connect. We are lost in the maze.